Posted May 4, 2018 14 minutes ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Maybe the guns and the cure is something i wont do. But the idea of what happened drives me crazy.@LuciousTimes I bought an nintendo switch from the money i saved from not spending it on drugs. So you could say the help is paying off. Its like the demons in me are gone or tame or something. You mention demons often, it encourages me to ask...are you religious? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 @LuciousTimes Not really. But i really like doom and heavy metal. Also i had a lot of bad habits. The demons made do a lot of things you could describe as sins. -Watching porn a lot. -Drink and drugs a lot. -Swear a lot (i am toxic waste) -Played a lot of Postal (It's a game where you shoot helpless people) A game design teacher at school put a mirror in front of me teaches me a big lesson. Since then i am aware of these "demons". I am really quickly addicted to things. Lucky for now that is Splatoon2 and Mario Kart 8. But before then it was weed, booze, a girl i was obsessed whit. and the dark side of the internet. I have been in an asylum for 2 times now. And i don't wanna go for another time, its not fun. It's crazy to think that the people who bullied me actually helped me to get a better and safer life. I make game for a living now. Something i always wanted as a child. My current game is about a war in a wash machine. If there is a religion for me it's black sabbath. They sing Computer God a song about a modern religion. Hackers are the one whit true power these days. They are the god of this area of time. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 @KIRBYDUDEIn honesty, that slightly frightens me! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 1 minute ago, LuciousTimes said: @KIRBYDUDEIn honesty, that slightly frightens me! the world is a scary place. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 18 hours ago, LuciousTimes said: I was thinking the other day about how slow the community grew and the rough start it had. Though I was the foundation of this community I must give credit and say that had it not been for @KIRBYDUDEand @Micky_Tohmpsonthe community wouldn’t be where it is today! No problem my freind. Not to many places where people can talk about what they have on their mind these days. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 @KIRBYDUDE Nobody will ever let you know When you ask the reasons why They just tell you that you're on your own Fill your head all full of lies -Sabbath Bloody Sabbath 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 (edited) I keep feeling my old crush in my dreams. I say that because I cannot physically see her. The only thing I will ever see is brunette hair. I don't go to school anymore so I do not know what she looks like anymore. But I can feel her presence. It's like I don't want to be anywhere else but that dream. I tried really hard to get her in lucid dreams along time ago but It never worked out, so now when I feel her in my dreams It's the best. Edited May 4, 2018 by Micky_Tohmpson Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 2 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: I keep feeling my old crush in my dreams. I say that because I cannot physically see her. The only thing I will ever see is brunette hair. I don't go to school anymore so I do not know what she looks like anymore. But I can feel her presence. It's like I don't want to be anywhere else but that dream. I tried really hard to get her in lucid dreams along time ago but It never worked out, so now when I feel her in my dreams It's the best. I cant handle woman. I get obbsesd and dont have the courage to talk to them. My last crush turned in one of my biggest enemies. She is stalking me now. Its crazy. I transformd in a good person because of it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 4, 2018 Her name was Nina. I got a song for her. 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 10, 2018 (edited) What put me to sleep last night. Always sleep the best there. Edited May 10, 2018 by Micky_Tohmpson Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 10, 2018 (edited) This is what helps me sleep. https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/deep-sleep-with-andrew-johnson/id337349999?mt=8 Edited May 10, 2018 by subway244 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 10, 2018 40 minutes ago, subway244 said: This is what helps me sleep. https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/deep-sleep-with-andrew-johnson/id337349999?mt=8 Whatever works man! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 11, 2018 2 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Jeej its my birthday. Joepie. Happy Birthday! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 11, 2018 2 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Jeej its my birthday. Joepie. How old are you now? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 11, 2018 3 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Jeej its my birthday. Joepie. Happy birthday! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 11, 2018 5 hours ago, LuciousTimes said: How old are you now? 26 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 15, 2018 Was gamer-gate a marketing stunt for depression quest? I still don't get it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 16, 2018 19 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Was gamer-gate a marketing stunt for depression quest? I still don't get it. Depression quest? What's that? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 16, 2018 7 minutes ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: Depression quest? What's that? Like Kings Quest but whit no King and no fun. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 16, 2018 7 minutes ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Like Kings Quest but whit no King and no fun. Just looked it up on Steam. Lmao wtf is this. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 16, 2018 For some reason i cant stop listen to this: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted May 16, 2018 1 hour ago, KIRBYDUDE said: For some reason i cant stop listen to this: Drive my ass insane Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
