Posted March 25, 2018 1 hour ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: Not sleeping, not like on a Tyler Durden fight club level but i'm constantly tired and constantly not tired. I also spend too much money on clothes I don't wear because I have nowhere to go. Also smoke a lot of cigarettes. I like them. I had a time i went trough a lot of al nighters. Last monday i spent all night working on a tempest game Celine. I fellt so alive. It wass a blast. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 25, 2018 5 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: Not sleeping, not like on a Tyler Durden fight club level but i'm constantly tired and constantly not tired. I also spend too much money on clothes I don't wear because I have nowhere to go. Also smoke a lot of cigarettes. I like them. Fun Fact: I’m allergic to nicotine... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 25, 2018 3 hours ago, LuciousTimes said: Fun Fact: I’m allergic to nicotine... Nicotine is one of my addictions. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 25, 2018 Tomorrow i am going to end it all. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 25, 2018 6 hours ago, LuciousTimes said: Fun Fact: I’m allergic to nicotine... How sad, you can't even smoke a cigar! ? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 25, 2018 1 hour ago, KIRBYDUDE said: Tomorrow i am going to end it all. What do you mean. Don't joke about suicide. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 26, 2018 15 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: What do you mean. Don't joke about suicide. I don't joke, i considered it. i'm sorry Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 26, 2018 On 3/25/2018 at 6:41 AM, KIRBYDUDE said: I know that feeling. Its crap. Putting on good music always helpd me. Yea Last Night i popped some pills and listened to LIL peep I felt better this morning Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 26, 2018 2 hours ago, PopStar said: Yea Last Night i popped some pills and listened to LIL peep I felt better this morning Hey, I don't want to be judgmental but hiding emotions with pills is horrible man. I know countless people who do it constantly, and for years their deppression, anxiety, problems have never gotten better. They've either worsened or let to harder drugs. Consider other alternatives man, video games!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 26, 2018 (edited) 9 hours ago, KIRBYDUDE said: I don't joke, i considered it. i'm sorry I'm always on discord if you want to talk JimmyB [Micky_Tohmpson] #9708 Edited March 26, 2018 by Micky_Tohmpson Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 26, 2018 I’m proud and happy to see the community so active and inspiring towards each other! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 27, 2018 17 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: Hey, I don't want to be judgmental but hiding emotions with pills is horrible man. I know countless people who do it constantly, and for years their deppression, anxiety, problems have never gotten better. They've either worsened or let to harder drugs. Consider other alternatives man, video games!!! I know its Horrible but its the easiest way right now. I dont have any other alternatives im 22 still at home with mom never went off to college lacking in a social life the girl i thought i liked just told me she wasnt interested aftwer a year of wasting my time i have literally no friends to talk to and I just dont feel like I have a purpose man it hurts maybe i'll get over it maybe I wont but for now the pills numb the pain and im ok with that Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 27, 2018 your better than that....put your head up and remember none is against you. You make your life and NONE WILL EVER TAKE CARE OF YOU BETTER THAN YOU!!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 27, 2018 On 3/26/2018 at 8:37 AM, KIRBYDUDE said: I don't joke, i considered it. i'm sorry my dad took his life when i was 7 and I ust to hate him for it. now i just wish he would of showed me things a dad should show his son but dont ever think noone cares or it is the only way because its not. Suicide only hurts the people you leave not yourself! 1 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 27, 2018 1 hour ago, PopStar said: I know its Horrible but its the easiest way right now. I dont have any other alternatives im 22 still at home with mom never went off to college lacking in a social life the girl i thought i liked just told me she wasnt interested aftwer a year of wasting my time i have literally no friends to talk to and I just dont feel like I have a purpose man it hurts maybe i'll get over it maybe I wont but for now the pills numb the pain and im ok with that your better than that....put your head up and remember none is against you. You make your life and NONE WILL EVER TAKE CARE OF YOU BETTER THAN YOU!!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 28, 2018 7 hours ago, PopStar said: I know its Horrible but its the easiest way right now. I dont have any other alternatives im 22 still at home with mom never went off to college lacking in a social life the girl i thought i liked just told me she wasnt interested aftwer a year of wasting my time i have literally no friends to talk to and I just dont feel like I have a purpose man it hurts maybe i'll get over it maybe I wont but for now the pills numb the pain and im ok with that You'd probobly not beleive me but your problems are my problems. I'm 16 I don't go to school at all, I'm not sure the girl I'm talking to on discord even likes me (I've never had a gf), I smoke way to much cigarettes, I have three friends before not even a month ago I had none, I never leave the house and I'm not sure I'll be getting the job of my dreams because they'll be prejudice against me not going to school. Hmu on discord if your lonely bro because I feel you heavily JimmyB [Micky_Tohmpson] #9708 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 28, 2018 19 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: You'd probobly not beleive me but your problems are my problems. I'm 16 I don't go to school at all, I'm not sure the girl I'm talking to on discord even likes me (I've never had a gf), I smoke way to much cigarettes, I have three friends before not even a month ago I had none, I never leave the house and I'm not sure I'll be getting the job of my dreams because they'll be prejudice against me not going to school. Hmu on discord if your lonely bro because I feel you heavily JimmyB [Micky_Tohmpson] #9708 discord is not add a friend friendly shit acts stupid on that for some reason Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 11 hours ago, PopStar said: discord is not add a friend friendly shit acts stupid on that for some reason Shit acts stupid? what do you mean sry I ain't following what your tryna say lol Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 I remember being kidnap t by the Grafisch Lyceum Utrecht. They accused me of something i did not. They hypnotized me. And programmed my brain to kill. They give me blackouts. The studied my behavior. They stalked me. There real evil. If there is a school that needs a shooting.... (no god please help me. Save me.) Al i want now is revenge. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 9 hours ago, Micky_Tohmpson said: Shit acts stupid? what do you mean sry I ain't following what your tryna say lol the add a friend function acts stupid Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 @LuciousTimes this song reminds me of you. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 19 minutes ago, KIRBYDUDE said: @LuciousTimes this song reminds me of you. Why? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted March 29, 2018 c 2 minutes ago, LuciousTimes said: Why? " Believe me, and catch me if you can Catch me if you can... " Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
